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  “Oh, I don't mean as far as work goes,” said Maude. “I mean knowing how to grow and preserve your own food and sew your own clothes.”

  “I can buy clothes cheaper on sale at the mall,” insisted Tiffany.

  Maude ignored her. “We made our cakes and casseroles from scratch, not out of a box. And we made our own syrups and jams. I can tell you, there is nothing like homemade huckleberry jam.” She looked in the direction of the teenager and lowered her voice. “I even have a recipe for blackberry cordial.”

  “Cordial, what's that?” asked Tiffany.

  “Booze,” Rachel explained.

  “Now that's something I wouldn't mind learning how to make,” Jess said with a smile. “We'll take it.”

  “If you girls like, I'll also give you some of my rhubarb to plant,” Maude offered. “You can make all kinds of things from rhubarb.”

  “Free food? We'll take it,” said Rachel. “And any other recipes you want to share. Maybe I'll do an Internet search and find a bunch of recipes we can make out of all this free food we're going to scrounge. As soon as school's out I'm going to have nothing to do but job hunt and worry anyway.”

  “You girls,” Maude began with another shake of her faux strawberry blonde head.

  “Had better be going,” Jess said, edging away.

  “See you later,” Rachel added, following her.

  Once they were outside, Jess turned to Rachel. “That woman creeps me out. She's like the ghost of Finance Future, all gloom and doom.”

  “And free rhubarb,” Rachel reminded her. “Don't forget the free rhubarb.”

  “I can guarantee you it won't be free,” said Jess. “We'll have to pay by listening to more charming tales of all her friends who whooped it up instead of saving and are now eating dog food. That hits a little too close to the bone for me.”

  “She did paint a grim picture,” Rachel agreed. “I sure don't want to end up a broke old lady.”

  “Well, we're not there yet. We still have time to get our act together,” Jess assured them both.

  “I'm not wasting any,” said Rachel. “I'm going to start reading my book tonight. With the kids at Aaron's I don't have anything else to do anyway.”

  “You need a man,” Jess told her.

  “Like I need cancer. I'll stick with my book and a good glass of wine.”

  Jess didn't push it. She couldn't blame Rachel for being in no hurry to add a new man to her life. Maybe someday she'd be willing to risk her heart again, but probably not anytime soon. It was too bad, really. It was hard to cope with hard times even when you had the support of a good husband. Jess couldn't imagine being in Rachel's shoes and having to do it all alone.

  Except she wasn't alone. She had her friends. They'd get through this all somehow. Together.

  Tiffany sent Maude on her way with shiny, pink fingernails and checked the salon clock. She still had fifteen minutes before her next client, so after cleaning up she plopped down in her chair and began to thumb through her new book.

  If you're reading this book, let me congratulate you on your excellent taste, wrote Rebecca Worth, the author. You are obviously a woman who is creative, and a little creativity is all you really need to live a fabulous life.

  That and a credit card, thought Tiffany.

  Stay with me through these pages and I'll give you all kinds of tips for squeezing every bit of fun and glamour out of a dollar that you possibly can. I am living proof that any woman can live like a diva on a dime.

  Tiffany was up for that. She flipped through the pages to the chapter titled “Looking Great for Next to Nothing.” Consignment stores are the way to go, claimed Rebecca. Did you know that you can outfit yourself in designer clothes for secondhand prices?

  As if.

  Cara had finished with her teenage hair makeover now and the girl waltzed out the door, obviously feeling like a million bucks. The girl had paid more than a dime for that haircut. If you wanted to look really good you had to be willing to spend money.

  What did this diva chick look like? Tiffany turned to the back of the book and checked out the author photo. Okay, she had to admit the woman looked pretty glam, but if the diva on a dime had really gotten those clothes at a consignment store Tiffany would eat her acrylic nails.

  She flipped back to the chapter and read on. Everything I'm wearing in my photo on the back of this book I got at consignment stores … right down to my bra—Victoria's Secret, I'll have you know.

  Shut up. Tiffany studied the picture again, giving a lock of her blonde hair a thoughtful twirl. This woman had to be right around the corner from the New York garment district. You wouldn't find anything like that around Heart Lake.

  Tiffany read on. Get your nails and hair done at votech schools for a song, said the diva on a dime.

  Tiffany dropped the book like it was a hot potato. If women listened to that kind of advice and went to vocational schools they would be missing out on getting top-notch beauty care. And she and Cara would be standing at the freeway exit, begging for money.

  Tiffany didn't want to read on, but morbid curiosity got the best of her and she picked the book up again and turned the page. The first thing she saw was the heading “The Truth About Tiaras.” That got her attention.

  Most jewelry stores have a huge markup. It can run as high as one hundred percent. You'll save a bundle if you buy your jewelry from direct importers or wholesalers who don't have the high overhead. Okay, now that was valuable information. Negotiate, advised the diva. A jewelry store may not be able to match the price you found at, say, a wholesale site on the Internet, but trust me, they can come down some.

  Tiffany probably wasn't going to be able to afford any new bling until she was ninety-nine, if then, but this was good information all the same. Okay, maybe there was something to this diva on a dime stuff. Tiffany's next client came through the door, so she had to set the book aside. As she did, she couldn't help wondering if some jeweler somewhere was reading a copy of this book and having the same reaction she'd had over the thought of discount manicures.

  She heaved a sigh. Tough times affected everyone, both businesses trying to keep their doors open and people trying to keep a roof over their heads. A girl did what a girl had to do, including finding affordable beauty treatments. Still, she was glad there was no votech school near Heart Lake.

  No wholesale jewelers, either. That was probably just as well.

  • 6 •

  Saturday night Rachel got comfy in her sweats and T-shirt. Then she dipped into her hidden stash of Hershey's kisses, and settled on the couch with her secret guilty pleasure: a romance novel.

  She'd been a loyal reader since she'd picked up her first paper-back in college, but when things went south with Aaron she had taken all her romance novels to the Goodwill. Dumb. She'd had some first edition hardbacks in there that were probably worth something now. At the time, though, she hadn't cared. The last thing she'd wanted to read about was some pretend woman's happy ending with her perfect man. The perfect man didn't exist, except in fiction. And guess who made up those perfect men? Women, probably women who wished they could find such a thing as a perfect man.

  But when she'd passed the romance paperbacks at the library she hadn't been able to stop herself from adding a couple to her pile of finance books. Maybe pretend wasn't so bad. Maybe reading about love and happy endings was good for the soul and gave a girl hope. With school (and her job) about to end, she could use a little hope.

  She popped a chocolate in her mouth and opened the book.

  Destiny Vane knew she had found her soul mate when she first saw Auguste Baiser. He was darkly handsome with sensual lips, a chiseled chin, and powerful arms, and he was helping an old woman across the dirty streets of Paris.

  Rachel snuggled down deeper among the sofa pillows. Auguste Baiser, would, of course, turn out to have other body parts as powerful as his arms, and after many ups and downs (no pun intended), many tears and terrors, Destiny and Auguste would w
alk off into the French sunset hand in hand. In the book, this would take months. At the rate Rachel read, it would take until Sunday afternoon.

  Which it did. She gobbled the story down like candy, even though this par ticu lar book was one big cliché after another. But so what? Her real life was a cliché.

  She was done and ready to return to the real world by the time the children came through the door from spending the weekend with their father and Misty the lingerie model. Rachel was slipping peanut butter cookies onto a cooling rack when the door opened and the sound of voices and a bouncing basketball echoed through the house, announcing that her babies were back.

  David bounded into the kitchen first. “Cookies!” His basket-ball landed on the floor and dribbled away and he scooped up two, juggling the hot goodies in his hand.

  Rachel smiled. She couldn't run out and buy her son the latest Wii game, but cookies worked almost as well. “Did you have fun with your father?” she asked, keeping her voice conversational. Of course, he had fun. Fun was all the kids ever had with Aaron. No homework ever got done, no chores. Aaron's house was Fun Land. Sigh.

  David had already stuffed half a cookie into his mouth. “Yeah,” he said, spitting crumbs.

  Normally Rachel would correct him for talking with his mouth full. Not now, though, not when he'd just returned from being with the other woman.

  “Except Misty can't cook.”

  Her son, who was basically a support system for a stomach, always said this when he came home, and she always kept the same thought to herself: Aaron didn't marry Misty for her cooking skills.

  Now Claire was in the kitchen, too. She was smiling, which meant Misty had done something cool with her, something where money was no object. It only took a second to guess what. Claire was wearing a new necklace and earrings.

  “You look like you had fun. What did you do?” asked Rachel, working hard to sound like a good sport. Let me guess. Does it start with an S?

  “We went to the mall,” said Claire.

  Big surprise. Clothes were Misty's life. How nice to have the perfect body for clothes, and for attracting someone else's husband. How nice to have money to spend on clothes, not only for yourself but to use to buy the affections of someone else's daughter, as well. How nice. Where was the Kick Me sign for Misty's backside?

  Okay, enough. Misty might have been able to steal Rachel's husband, but she'd never be able to steal her children. Kids couldn't be bought. They saw right through feeble attempts like trips to the mall, at least that was what Rachel's mother was always saying. She sure hoped her mother was right.

  “Guess what,” said Claire, still smiling. “Misty had braces when she was my age.”

  “And look how she turned out,” Rachel said, finishing her daughter's thought. She'd had braces, too, and had told Claire that. It hadn't done a thing to encourage her. But then Rachel wasn't a model.

  “I still wish I didn't have to get them, but I guess it will be okay,” said Claire, helping herself to a cookie.

  All right. She still hated Misty, but she could at least be glad that Claire had come home, not simply resigned to her fate, but feeling better about it. “It will be okay,” Rachel said, and gave Claire a one-armed hug. “It always is. Isn't it?” she added, rumpling David's hair.

  “Yep,” he said, and took two more cookies.

  “That is enough cookies for you,” she told him, deciding she needed to get back in mother mode. “You'll spoil your appetite for dinner.”

  “I'm not hungry,” said Claire. “We went to Pizza Heaven.”

  Oh, well, Rachel told herself. Misty couldn't bake. So there.

  Still, the possession of baking skills didn't seem like much of an upper hand when compared to trips to the mall and Pizza Heaven and looking gorgeous enough to inspire a preteen to accept the necessity of getting braces. Children didn't care how long you were in labor with them or how much you sacrificed to keep them in the same house they'd always lived in. They didn't tell themselves that someday they'd thank you for making them eat their vegetables, do their homework, and practice good hygiene. Children, when faced with a choice between boring old Mom and the Pied Piper in drag, always chose the Pied Piper. Her mother was wrong. Children could be bought.

  Where was she going with all this? How much negativity could a woman pack in one brain? No more already, she told herself, and tried hard for the rest of the evening to be upbeat and positive. And in the process of being upbeat and positive she consumed six peanut butter cookies. Maybe she really did need therapy. Or another romance novel. She decided on the romance novel.

  The next morning Rachel woke up determined to be optimistic. She was tough and resilient. She would be fine. She'd gotten kicked, but she wasn't down. She and her children still had a roof over their heads and she had a steady paycheck for a little while longer. If she couldn't find a full-time teaching position for fall she'd sub. Or she'd clean houses. Or she'd sneak over to Aaron's, steal Misty's lingerie, and sell them on eBay. Snort.

  “What are you laughing about?”

  Rachel turned from where she stood toasting bagels to find her daughter looking at her like she was crazy.

  “Nothing. I just thought of something funny, that's all.”

  Claire shrugged. She helped herself to a bagel and started slathering jam on it. “Can I hang out downtown after school with Bethany?”

  “I know that Coffee Stop gift card is burning a hole in your pocket,” Rachel teased. “I guess, for a couple of hours.”

  “Ummm, can I have some money?”

  “You spent all your allowance?”

  “Pleeease?” Claire begged, dodging the question.

  Rachel noticed her daughter was wearing the new necklace and earrings she'd gotten at the mall with Misty. The woman poured money on Claire like it was water and Rachel was bickering over a few dollars? “I have a ten in my wallet. You can have that.”

  “Thank you, Mommy! You're the best mom in the world.” All smiles, Claire gave Rachel a kiss on the cheek and bounded out of the kitchen.

  Ten dollars was a small price to pay for being the best mom in the world. Or was it? What was she teaching her daughter about money? Her head suddenly hurt.

  Jess had called in to A-Plus Office Services first thing in the morning and learned that they had nothing for her. Michael was right; she had to cast her net further. So, back to the city she went and signed up with Solutions, Inc.

  “You don't have a lot of experience,” said Ms. Solutions Inc., offering an empathetic expression to soften the harsh reality.

  “You're right, I don't,” Jess agreed. But how hard could it be to sit at a desk and push those blinking lights on a telephone? And she knew the alphabet, for crying out loud. She could handle filing.

  “We mostly get requests for data entry. It would help if you knew Excel. But we'll keep a watch and call you when something comes up that we think is a good fit for you.”

  Jess nodded and left the office with a strong suspicion that she wouldn't be hearing from Solutions, Inc. You need a Plan B.

  On her way home she passed Heart Lake High, and catching sight of the school tennis courts suddenly inspired her. Now there was something she could do: teach tennis. She played doubles every Friday, spring, summer, and fall. She knew her way around a racquet. It had only taken her twenty years of playing to reach an intermediate level of excellence, but nobody had to know she was nothing more than a jock wannabe. It was like dying your hair— don't ask, don't tell.

  As soon as she got in the house she called her friend Mary Lou, the head of the Heart Lake Park and Recreation sports department and offered her services for the upcoming summer program.

  “I wish you'd called about a week earlier,” said Mary Lou. “I hired my last instructor on Friday.”

  It figured.

  “But we just lost a kinder gym teacher. I could use some help there.”

  “Kinder gym, like in gymnastics?” Tennis was one thing, this was quite another.
“I don't think so. I can't even do a decent somer-sault,” Jess confessed.

  “They call them forward rolls,” Mary Lou corrected. “You really don't need to know as much as you think you do.”

  “I must have to be certified or something. Otherwise, what happens if some poor kid gets hurt on my watch?”

  “Trust me. You don't have to be a gymnast to teach kinder gym,” Mary Lou assured her. “Anyway, you're not exactly teaching at a level that involves injuries.”

  “But if someone did get hurt?” worried Jess.

  “That's why we have insurance. Look, I'll train you myself. Okay? Come in and help me with my morning classes this week. That way you could start teaching when the new session begins.”

  As in she'd be hired? Just like that? It paid to have connections.

  “Okay,” Jess decided. It beat waiting by the phone, hoping to hear from temp agencies.

  “Great! You'll love this,” Mary Lou enthused. “The kids are so cute. That's why I still teach a couple of classes. I love it.”

  You can do this, Jess told herself as she hung up. How hard could it be to teach little kindergartners and preschoolers to hop around on a mat?

  Not that hard, she decided the next day, watching Mary Lou in action at the old junior high gym where classes were held. All the kinder gym pupils were really young so it was mostly fun and games and an introduction to the basics of gymnastics with lots of stretching at the beginning. “Stand on your tippy-toes,” Mary Lou said, demonstrating. “Reach for the ceiling.”

  All the little gymnasts (mostly girls in pink leotards) stood on tiptoe on cute, little baby fat legs. Jess fit right in with her hot pink tee. She stood, too, on legs that also had fat, the grown-up variety.

  After stretching they worked on skill-building while parents sat in folding metal chairs on the far end of the gym and smiled at their future Olympians, oblivious to the smell of eau de sweat that perfumed the air. Mary Lou made it all look easy.

  “See?” she said later as they waved good-bye to the last set of parents and children. “You can do this.”